New poem: YOU NEED TO KNOW

checktor.js

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feed.ass

@@ -1,5 +1,6 @@
 # MayVaneDay ASS (https://tilde.town/~dzwdz/ass/) feed
 
+2022-06-01	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt	YOU NEED TO KNOW
 2022-05-26	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/r/reynar.txt	Reynar
 2022-05-25	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/u/under-my-fingernails.txt	Under My Fingernails
 2022-05-24	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/g/gradation.txt	Gradation

feed.xml

@@ -10,6 +10,54 @@
 		<email>vanevander@mayvaneday.org</email>
 	</author>
 
+	<entry>
+		<title>YOU NEED TO KNOW</title>
+		<link href="https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt" />
+		<id>https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt</id>
+		<published>2022-06-01</published>
+		<summary type="html"><![CDATA[<article>
+<pre>
+I wish it had been a bridal night
+instead of a boring nosebleed,
+standing over my great-grandma's sink
+at three in the morning.
+That it had been you taking my breath away
+and not clots in my nostrils, down the drain
+as if the rivers sent to confirm
+I would not give birth
+that cycle had gotten lost.
+
+The shed blood and tears,
+the countless years
+spent in breathless wait
+in order to be there
+on that belated
+celebrated
+day.
+You in a dress in my favorite hue
+and mine you had yourself made.
+To finally see the love I could not hide
+within my body reflected in your eyes
+without fear of a glamour or being a disguise.
+
+You've been so patient with me all my life,
+and it's a damn miracle that you still insist
+on spending the rest of yours at my side.
+But this is how it's supposed to go, right?
+You're supposed to marry your best friend,
+who knows you like they know themselves,
+who will tolerate you at worst until the bitter end.
+
+And I,
+I must confide,
+can think of no one else I'd
+rather spend my life
+with.
+</pre>
+				</article>]]>
+		</summary>
+	</entry>
+
 	<entry>
 		<title>Reynar</title>
 		<link href="https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/r/reynar.txt" />
@@ -204,35 +252,6 @@ I should spend eternity.'
 Lethe, I love you because
 you only ever wanted
 to set me free."
-</pre>
-				</article>]]>
-		</summary>
-	</entry>
-
-	<entry>
-		<title>Cultivator</title>
-		<link href="https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/c/cultivator.txt" />
-		<id>https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/c/cultivator.txt</id>
-		<published>2022-05-20</published>
-		<summary type="html"><![CDATA[<article>
-<pre>
-We're coming up on the end of the Eschaton, you and I,
-and for almost a year I've planned for next month to die.
-But it's impossible to plan for every contingency.
-What are we to do if May passes and I'm still living?
-
-I've kept this faith secret in me, learned every way to hide
-and still let through a sliver of this lightning kept inside.
-There's so much love you've planted in this garden that's my body
-that perhaps, if I stand still enough, others will see my wings.
-
-In the birds that convened outside my window
-gathered in a flock until they took flight,
-in the blackened tree branches that scraped
-against an ashen gray sky,
-in the first blooms and blossoms
-of my garden in birthing spring:
-if it was good and beautiful, I saw you in everything.
 </pre>
 				</article>]]>
 		</summary>

index.html

@@ -38,8 +38,7 @@
 	<div class="box">
 		<h3>Announcement Box</h3>
 		<ul>
-			<li>2022-05-09: The only website not made by me that I endorse is <a href="https://cheapskatesguide.org">Cheapskate's Guide</a>. Anybody else parading around fake quotes or other endorsements under my name is lying to you, and I do not give my approval to the content of said sites or their webmasters.</li>
+			<li>2022-06-01: <span class="lesbian">Happy Pride Month!</span> We gay people have always existed and always will, no matter how much authoritarians try to repress/convert/exterminate us. I love being a lesbian! Dykes don't do dick. Go cry about it.</li>
-			<li>2022-05-01: You can tell when a "Hidden Wiki" or other Tor link list is ran by a pedo because they're seemingly incapable of correctly stylizing this website's name as "MayVaneDay", proper capitals and no spaces. If you think running banner ads to CSAM/CP sites is an ethically okay action, please consult <a href="./img/hidden/hades.png">this image</a> for further advice.</li>
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 		<p><a href="https://letsdecentralize.org">Let's Decentralize</a></p>
 		<p><a href="https://deadendshrine.online">Dead End Shrine Online</a></p>
+		<p><a href="https://cheapskatesguide.org" title="A friend's site. Not ran by me.">Cheapskate's Guide</a></p>
+		<hr>
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poetry/index.gmi

@@ -169,3 +169,6 @@
 => w/wip.txt	WIP
 => w/withering.txt	withering
 => w/wme.txt	(w/m)e
+
+## Y
+=> y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt	YOU NEED TO KNOW

poetry/index.gph

@@ -170,3 +170,6 @@ iW
 0WIP	w/wip.txt
 0withering	w/withering.txt
 0(w/m)e	w/wme.txt
+
+iY	
+0YOU NEED TO KNOW	y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt

poetry/index.html

@@ -176,17 +176,19 @@
 	├── <a href="./v/">v</a><br>
 	│   ├── <a href="./v/viaje.txt">viaje.txt</a><br>
 	│   └── <a href="./v/victor.txt">victor.txt</a><br>
-	└── <a href="./w/">w</a><br>
+	├── <a href="./w/">w</a><br>
-	&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; ├── <a href="./w/warning.txt">warning.txt</a><br>
+	│   ├── <a href="./w/warning.txt">warning.txt</a><br>
-	&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; ├── <a href="./w/watershed.txt">watershed.txt</a><br>
+	│   ├── <a href="./w/watershed.txt">watershed.txt</a><br>
-	&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; ├── <a href="./w/wip.txt">wip.txt</a><br>
+	│   ├── <a href="./w/wip.txt">wip.txt</a><br>
-	&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; ├── <a href="./w/withering.txt">withering.txt</a><br>
+	│   ├── <a href="./w/withering.txt">withering.txt</a><br>
-	&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; └── <a href="./w/wme.txt">wme.txt</a><br>
+	│   └── <a href="./w/wme.txt">wme.txt</a><br>
+	└── <a href="./y/">y</a><br>
+	&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; └── <a href="./y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt">YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt</a><br>
 	<br><br>
 	</p>
 	<p>
 
-22 directories, 131 files
+23 directories, 132 files
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 	</p>
 	<hr>

poetry/y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt

@@ -0,0 +1,45 @@
+YOU NEED TO KNOW
+2022-06-01
+
+***
+
+I wish it had been a bridal night
+instead of a boring nosebleed,
+standing over my great-grandma's sink
+at three in the morning.
+That it had been you taking my breath away
+and not clots in my nostrils, down the drain
+as if the rivers sent to confirm
+I would not give birth
+that cycle had gotten lost.
+
+The shed blood and tears,
+the countless years
+spent in breathless wait
+in order to be there
+on that belated
+celebrated
+day.
+You in a dress in my favorite hue
+and mine you had yourself made.
+To finally see the love I could not hide
+within my body reflected in your eyes
+without fear of a glamour or being a disguise.
+
+You've been so patient with me all my life,
+and it's a damn miracle that you still insist
+on spending the rest of yours at my side.
+But this is how it's supposed to go, right?
+You're supposed to marry your best friend,
+who knows you like they know themselves,
+who will tolerate you at worst until the bitter end.
+
+And I,
+I must confide,
+can think of no one else I'd
+rather spend my life
+with.
+
+***
+
+CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 (c) Vane Vander