New poem: Yuzu

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 				<p><img class="big" src="../../../img/IdyllTimeout.png" alt="Idyll Browser timeout error"></p>
 				<p>Going back to the main Utopia window, I went to the "Search" tab and started typing in random terms. The first one that came to mind was "music", which returned the domain... "justinbiebermusic.com". That site didn't load. I tried "utopia", which returned "darkutopia" and "utopia-google", neither of which loaded. (uNS doesn't require a domain to have a TLD, and you can just add whatever arbitrary TLDs you want to your registered domain.) Most domains were registered sometime in 2019, but I couldn't sort for new ones because clicking the "registration date" title on the table doesn't trigger any sorting. I looked in the manual to see if I was doing something wrong, but the troubleshooting section only gave instructions to reinstall the proxy configuration file and nothing else. The manual also claimed that I could go to "http://utopia" to test if the browser was working, but <em>that</em> domain also timed out. The only uNS site I could get working was "http://crp"... which is an internal crptocurrency exchange.</p>
 				<p><img class="big" src="../../../img/NoUtopia.png" alt="http://utopia: Server Not Found"></p>
-				<p>I thought about setting up a test site in Utopia. My usual <em>modus operandi</em> when it comes to darknets is to eschew any centralized domain service, like how I2P users insist you register a domain on one of three barely-functional services: one of them tried to set up <code>mayvaneday.i2p</code> without my knowledge, but I blocked requests from that domain pretty quickly- and just use the public key I'm given. So I opened up the uNS registry and went to "Packet Forwarding", but Utopia insisted that I could only set up packet forwarding after I bought a uNS record, costing about 10 CRP. (At the time of writing, <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20230107220410/https://nomics.com/markets/crp2-crypton/usd-united-states-dollar">that's about $6.25</a>.)</p>
+				<p>I thought about setting up a test site in Utopia. My usual <em>modus operandi</em> when it comes to darknets is to eschew any centralized domain service, like how I2P users insist you register a domain on one of three barely-functional services- one of them tried to set up <code>mayvaneday.i2p</code> without my knowledge, but I blocked requests from that domain pretty quickly- and just use the public key I'm given. So I opened up the uNS registry and went to "Packet Forwarding", but Utopia insisted that I could only set up packet forwarding after I bought a uNS record, costing about 10 CRP. (At the time of writing, <a href="https://web.archive.org/web/20230107220410/https://nomics.com/markets/crp2-crypton/usd-united-states-dollar">that's about $6.25</a>.)</p>
 				<p>So I can't chat or email because I have nobody to do it with. I can't play chess by myself. (And there are better ways to do so.) I can't access websites unless it's to buy a shitcoin. I can't host my own website because I don't have the money to burn on shitcoins for a network where almost none of the websites work. There's nothing for me to do on Utopia. So I closed the program and copied my <code>strace</code> capture to the host computer and shut down the VM.</p>
 				<p>Now for the allegations of the Utopia client being malware...</p>
 				<p>According to <code>strace</code>, Utopia did not attempt to access any sensitive files in my home directory. If it had tried to access something sensitive like <code>~/.ssh</code>, it would have shown up in the logs, even if the file or directory was nonexistent. In my home directory, Utopia accessed:</p>

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 			<blockquote>"The first time you meet an angel, you get a horrible beating."<br>- Terry A. Davis</blockquote>

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-2023-04-13	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/a/abortion2.txt	Abortion II
-2023-04-11	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/a/abortion1.txt	Abortion I
-2023-04-05	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/h/hutch_of_were.txt	Hutch of Were
-2023-04-02	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/a/agloe.txt	Agloe
-2023-04-01	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2023/april/LiveUSB.html	I spent a week using Tails as my only operating system
-2023-03-18	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/b/biz_ego_gun.txt	Biz Ego Gun
-2023-03-09	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/c/the_clitbone.txt	the clitbone
-2023-03-06	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/a/aria_houndz_it.txt	Aria Houndz It
-2023-03-04	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/e/eager_job.txt	Eager Job
-2023-03-02	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/c/chow_locales.txt	Chow Locales
-2023-03-01	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2023/march/theatrhythm.html	THEATRHYTHM FINAL BAR LINE has kinda grown on me
-2023-02-23	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/h/hyperloop.txt	Hyperloop
-2023-02-21	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/l/latch-or-perch.txt	Latch Or Perch
-2023-02-18	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/g/gaze_rank.txt	Gaze Rank
-2023-02-17	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/l/lawliet.txt	Lawliet
-2023-02-16	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/a/algingu.txt	Algingu
-2023-02-15	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/y/yasir.txt	Yasir
-2023-02-01	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2023/february/utopia.html	I installed Utopia so you don't have to
-2023-01-23	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/s/small_world_theory.txt	Small World Theory
-2023-01-01	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2023/january/UterusPin.html	Uterus Pin Perler Bead Pattern
-2023-01-01	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/z/zircons_beacon.txt	ZIRCON'S BEACON
-2022-12-07	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/december/web3-2.html	Broke Dumbass Attempts To Web3 Again
-2022-11-22	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/november/asking.html	It's insane, the things you can get simply by asking
-2022-11-01	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/november/ld.html	Woman who would have been revered prophetess 4,000 years ago now relegated to clicking links, opening tabs
-2022-10-25	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/october/email.html	Anonymous email is still alive and well
-2022-10-24	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/october/ovarit.html	Short statement on the Ovarit situation
-2022-10-06	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/october/yggdrasil.html	Theoretical design for a female-only internet
-2022-09-15	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/september/browsers.html	Fellas, Is It Fascist To Block Suspicious Web Traffic?
-2022-09-13	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/september/boox.html	A week with the Onyx Boox Note Air
-2022-09-04	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/september/gamutto.html	A Very Long String Of Gamutto Moments
-2022-08-28	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/august/kiwi.html	The death of Kiwi Farms doesn't mean the end of free speech
-2022-08-17	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/august/beres.html	I uninstalled my RSS feed reader
-2022-08-06	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/august/urbit.html	Urbit is still basically just a glorified chatroom
-2022-08-01	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/august/separatism-redux.html	Separatism: Redux
-2022-07-11	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/july/android_darknet.html	The state of darknet access on Android
-2022-07-07	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/july/web3.html	Broke Dumbass Attempts To Web3
-2022-06-18	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/r/reciprocada.txt	Reciprocada
-2022-06-16	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/june/mistakes.html	I Love Deleting Things, Actually
-2022-06-14	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/n/none-nuns.txt	None Nuns
-2022-06-11	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/m/mitad1.txt	Mitad-marida I
-2022-06-09	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/june/purity.html	Purity Spiral
-2022-06-07	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/m/morgana.txt	Morgana
-2022-06-05	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/h/hotdog.txt	hotdog
-2022-06-03	https://mayvaneday.org/blog/2022/june/MUHWEBSITE.html	Having a website is not revolutionary
-2022-06-01	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt	YOU NEED TO KNOW
-2022-05-26	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/r/reynar.txt	Reynar
-2022-05-25	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/u/under-my-fingernails.txt	Under My Fingernails
-2022-05-24	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/g/gradation.txt	Gradation
-2022-05-21	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/g/grey.txt	The Grey
-2022-05-20	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/c/cultivator.txt	Cultivator
-2022-05-19	https://mayvaneday.org/poetry/t/tissue.txt	Tissue Sample

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+				<li>2023-04-25: I've been employed for about a month. Gotten perfect scores on all my performance reviews so far. Life is okay for now.</li>
 				<li>2023-04-13: Codeberg mirror is down until Forgejo implements user blocking.</li>
-				<li>2023-03-18: Doing better than I expected. Being forced to deal with a former online friend turned stalker is stressful, but I'm managing. Mostly I'm just disappointed in the male incapability to understand the words "leave me alone". <b>I finally have gainful employment again</b> as long as I can pass a background check next week.</li>
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 			<p><a href="./women.md">The big list of women who did things</a></p>
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 			<p><a href="./public.gpg">My GPG key</a></p>
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 ## Y
 => y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt	YOU NEED TO KNOW
 => y/yasir.txt	Yasir
+=> y/yuzu.tzt	Yuzu
 
 ## Z
 => z/zircons_beacon.txt	ZIRCON'S BEACON

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 	│   ├── <a href="./y/yasir.txt">yasir.txt</a><br>
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+	│   ├── <a href="./y/YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt">YOU-NEED-TO-KNOW.txt</a><br>
+	│   └── <a href="./y/yuzu.txt">yuzu.txt</a><br>
 	└── <a href="./z/">z</a><br>
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poetry/y/yuzu.txt

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+Yuzu
+2023-04-25
+
+***
+
+It looks like
+you and I
+will be parting ways soon,
+Yuzu.
+
+You saw me through both colleges
+in Hell
+and on that sunny hill,
+pushing through Fryer's Inferno
+under the gaze of a manager who told
+me to go kill myself all the way to this
+cubicle where I sit in terror's grip
+and not a moment less.
+
+You witnessed my dysphoria peak,
+the first time Jett reached
+out a hand to raise me from the sheets
+even though then I did not yet know her name,
+chaotic blood's first fallout, the blame,
+escaping mid-night with every written work I could lay
+claim to. You knew me as Rinea, Ikky, Lucine,
+my legal name, my throwaways, Lethe.
+You saw me poke at the universe's edges, analyze
+myself under a microscope
+flipped around, freak out at every new surprise,
+its possibilities, its burdens, its fresh sorrow.
+
+And what is the reward for this? A box
+in the mail from the carrier,
+packed up soft
+and tender
+and given to the nice lady at the post office.
+After that? Could be anywhere.
+Recycled and stripped for minerals
+or refurbished and sent to the other side of the world.
+Someone less fortunate who can't afford newer.
+I hope her soul shines
+bright
+like mine.
+I hope she's a girl
+in bitter need of a drastic life change.
+Who knows, maybe our paths will cross some day.
+
+***
+
+CC BY-NC-SA 4.0 (c) Vane Vander

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women.md

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 Unfinished, obviously.
 
-Last updated: 2023-04-13
+Last updated: 2023-04-25
 
 ## Art
 - [Aphra Behn](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aphra_Behn): one of the first English women to earn her living by her writing
@@ -45,7 +45,7 @@ Last updated: 2023-04-13
 - [June Almeida](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/June_Almeida): discovered the coronavirus group of viruses
 - [Leila Denmark](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Leila_Denmark): synthesised the first vaccine for pertussis (whooping cough)
 - [Gertrude Elion](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Gertrude_B._Elion?lang=en): biochemist and Nobel Prize winner instrumental in the creation of the first antiviral drug widely used to fight AIDS
-- [Rosalind Franklin](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Rosalind Franklin): discovered the double-helix formation of DNA
+- [Rosalind Franklin](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Rosalind_Franklin): discovered the double-helix formation of DNA
 - [Barbara McClintock](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Barbara_McClintock): discovered that genes can move between chromosomes
 - [Rita Levi-Montalcini](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rita_Levi-Montalcini): discovered nerve growth factor
 - [Andromachi Papanikolaou](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Andromachi_Papanikolaou): key factor in the development of the pap smear test
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 ## Science
 - [Patricia Bath](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Patricia_Bath): inventor of the Laserphaco Probe
 - [Ethel Bauer](https://web.archive.org/web/20220716220051/https://www.nasa.gov/centers/marshall/history/ethel-heinecke-bauer.html): planned lunar trajectories for the Apollo program, critical to 13's safe return
+- [Katie Bouman](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Katie_Bouman?lang=en): led the development of the algorithm that took the first image of a black hole
 - [Jocelyn Bell Burnell](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jocelyn_Bell_Burnell): discovered first pulsar
 - [Annie Jump Cannon](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Annie_Jump_Cannon): developed the first stellar classification system; classified almost 400,000 stars
 - [Cecilia Payne-Gaposchkin](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Cecilia_Payne-Gaposchkin?lang=en): discovered what stars are made out of
@@ -79,12 +80,15 @@ Last updated: 2023-04-13
 - [Maria Telkes](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/M%C3%A1ria_Telkes): co-built first solar-power-heated heated home with Eleanor Raymond
 - [Marie Tharp](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Marie_Tharp): mapped the floor of the Atlantic Ocean; proved the theory of continential drift
 - [Chien-Shiung Wu](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chien-Shiung_Wu): first woman to become president of the American Physical Society; worked on the Manhattan Project and proved that parity is not conserved
+- [Maryna Viazovska](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Maryna_Viazovska?lang=en): solved the sphere packing problem in dimensions 8 and 24
 - [...and many more](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_female_scientists_before_the_20th_century)
 
 ## Social Change
 - [Claudette Colvin](https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Claudette_Colvin): pioneer of the 1950s civil rights movement; efused to give up her bus seat nine months before Rosa Parks did
 - [Temple Grandin](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Temple_Grandin): one of the first public figures to publically come out as Autistic; animal welfare activist that campaigned for humane treatment of cattle in beef processing plants
+- [Maura Healey](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Maura_Healey?lang=en): first open lesbian elected attorney general of a USA state, one of the first LGBT governors of a USA state, and first woman elected governor of the state of Massachusetts
 - [Judith Heumann](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Judith_Heumann): held the longest sit-in in a government building for the enactment of Section 504 of the Rehabilitation Act of 1973 (civil rights protection for disabled people)
+- [Qiu Jin](https://archive.md/rhArg): Chinese revolutionary, poet, and early feminist
 - [Elizabeth Peratrovich](https://wikipedia.org/wiki/Elizabeth_Peratrovich?lang=en): instrumental in the passing of the USA's first anti-discrimination law
 
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